Lalalala..

hmm. i'll start with Mindy's bday celebration. it was not bad. hee. then GB Annual Camp was quite fun but i just dont like the ants there. eeee. hmm. then my bday celebratrion. then Yen's bday celebration then The Star Trailblazer. im not going to type much.i'll upload the pictures next time. went to jj this after skool. watched The Dark Knight with min,teng,lucas,mao and edwin. met up with daiboline for a while. hee. after watching the movie,had dinner at Sushi King. while we're eating,min received a message from abang saying that something happened. everyone was blank and speechless. i just feel sad and sorry. i just learned something. we shud appreciate our lives and everyone around us every single day. i just hope that i can make everyone around me happy and not sad. sorry if i've ever hurt your feelings. very sorry. and i really really hate this feeling. it is disturbing me again. it's like a mixture of feelings.i dont know how to describe it at all. it's like frustrated + sad + uneasy + kaboom. haihhh. i just want this feeling to go away. everytime i have this kind of feelings,i'll sense something bad or not good. ahhhh. i just hate it. i cant find the cause of this feeling. it's like it just come to me like that. of a sudden. i just feel like crying now but i dont know the cause. damn it. i just hate it. i feel useless and helpless cause im making my close frens worried. very sorry. i have no choice but to let it out. it's sickening. or maybe i've been thinking a lot lately. i dont know. sigh. i'll update next time. byeee.